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Name: beecca
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 8/13/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: singing, music in general, writing, discovering new ways of corrupting todays youth (its amazing they need my help), beating up siblings (mostly my two), setting off bombs in my room (hence the state of it), burning random stuff (BWAHAHAhahaha...ha...), and i would put a bunch of bands on here that i like..but i listen to anything but bad country so..it'd go on forever.
Expertise: beating the shit out of people who annoy me
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  singerofdeath666
Member Since:
1/19/2004
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| just another nice song that ran across the screen and caught my attention
goodbye beautiful day
beat&path
Time just withers away
Stealing day after day
The moon calls and night falls
Goodbye beautiful day
Seems time never can stay
Just keeps running away
The stars fly
And hearts cry
Leaving nothing left to say
chorus:
Goodbye Beautiful Day
I must be on my way
Stop the rain and ease my pain
I'm sorry I can't stay
Goodbye beautiful day
thats all I have to say
come tomorrow I'll be gone
I'm sorry I can't stay
Time always has her say
Slowly slipping away
Its gone now but somehow
There's no telling time today
This time I'll go away
And I'll be gone to stay
We all know we will go
Thats all I have to say
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| Drive
by Assemblage 23
when chaos reigns without a purpose
when the swell of sound becomes too much
crushed between the cogs that work us
when i feel i'm slowly losing touch
sometimes i drive to run from all my demons
sometimes i drive so i can be alone
sometimes i drive to see the world in different light
sometimes i drive for no reason at all
when the walls close in around me
when the ceiling's caving in
when anxiety surrounds me
when my patience is wearing thin
sometimes i drive to run from all my demons
sometimes i drive so i can be alone
sometimes i drive to see the world in different light
sometimes i drive for no reason at all
the open road unwinds before me
an onyx ribbon spreading out
no idea where i'll be going
sometimes the journey is what counts
sometimes i drive to run from all my demons
sometimes i drive so i can be alone
sometimes i drive to see the world in different light
sometimes i drive for no reason at all
sometimes i drive to run from all my demons
sometimes i drive so i can be alone
sometimes i drive to see the world in different light
sometimes i drive for no reason at all
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| just once in a long long while,
no matter how hard you try, you can't drown out the screams in your head. and when there's nobody there to hold you, you feel yourself slipping away...away...away
....and no matter how tough and how rough and how loud the music is, you cant get rid of the thoughts....who's there?...
and that empty feeling you get once in a while...that makes you lonesome and angry, wanting to fade back into the black background of your nothingness, releasing you from all that is expected...sleep comes as such a sweet surrender into the oblivion | | |
| hmm, just remembered again today that i have this thing....
AHAHAHAA update as to what im up to right now:
- "Our Town", the fall production at the high school. rehearsals monday and wednesdays.
-"A Chorus Line", the spring production at the high school. didnt get cast in the main "line", but am part of the "selected ensemble". lunchtime rehearsals to begin soon, i believe
-normal shitload of schoolwork, self explanatory for having 4 academic classes my senior year. and then advaced choir, acting ii, and stagecraft.
-college applications, self explanatory. they suck, and are time consuming and stressful.
-girl scouts, am needing to turn in my registration papers this week..
-still working on getting money for the italy choir tour in april...
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the sky is weirding me out tonight. its cloudy but there are patchy parts of it, and most of the sky is still just a grey but with varying shades and the full moon gives it this eerie glow about it....and it honestly has me terrified. i know that's stupid but...it does.
and i want to get out of here because im so sick of shit. im tired of dealing with life. i feel like it's been wrestling with me all this time and now it's to the point where im yelling "uncle!" at the top of my lungs but it still wont listen to me. i wish it would, i dont know how much more i can take.
i want and need certain people around me but it's always that they've already left, they are leaving withing the next few days, or that they never lived around here in the first place...and im really glad to have those people who ARE here with me, but there are still times when i almost show up at someone's house before realizing that they wont be there. | | |
| i was walking down a hallway today and this guy walked out of a restaurant that was off the hallway and he was singing/humming something kind of to himself but loud enough for other people to hear. and it made me happy to hear someone being so cool with just...everything, so i smiled at him as he looked me in the eye and said "you are awesome. stay black." and gave me a high five and i said "hey, you're fabulous, have a great day!" and we smiled and went our opposite directions. and it's moments like that one that just stick with you and keep you happy once in a while.
so, whoever that young african-american man is, you truly are fabulous, and thank you for brightening my day that had been going so miserably.
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